The Fine Balance Posted January 14, 2010 Share Posted January 14, 2010 So, here's the deal. I've been dealing with depression for a long ass time. A few months ago, in September, it got really, really bad, and I was pretty fucking miserable. I considered taking my own life, and since then I've sort of been bouncing around, trying to get my shit together and figure out how to deal with it, because I'm pretty sure ignoring it would not be good.So I'm seeing a psychiatrist, haven't yet found a therapist, but I'm on drugs. They aren't fun, and so far I haven't noticed an improvement, but I just upped my dosage so maybe they'll kick in soon. But as my psychiatrist predicted, I continue to be suicidal. So, I may be going away for a few days or weeks or whatever, to an in patient clinic. I'm not sure what they could do for me that a psychiatrist and a therapist couldn't, except watch me, but that's pretty big on its own. So don't expect me around as much, if I go through with this.That's all I have to say, really. Later. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr Fox Posted January 14, 2010 Share Posted January 14, 2010 Do whatever you have to do to get better. Well be here when you are ready. Depression is an ugly hard thing to beat, but it can be done. Just remember as you are going through it that it's chemical and as bad as it feels it's something you can fight with help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dawn OOC Posted January 14, 2010 Share Posted January 14, 2010 Ditto on what Fox said. We'll be here, when you feel better. If there anything you need, let us know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Courier Posted January 14, 2010 Share Posted January 14, 2010 Take care of yourself and do what you need to get better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rorschach Posted January 18, 2010 Share Posted January 18, 2010 I felt this way after seeing Cameron's Avatar.Hope you'll get better anyway. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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