Vox Via Posted August 10, 2005 Share Posted August 10, 2005 I feel the calling. I have been away and I feel myself calling out to myself. I am understanding what I am. I am death. Around me things break down. I am the death of the mater around me,and people die when they are near me. At least the true me. When I don't hold back what I am, I break people down. Both on a mental and a physical level. I know that many novas aren't affected by both of theses effects but most aren't immune to both either.I am saying that neither of these things are part of me. I am not ashamed of these effects I see them not as flaws but areas in witch I need to improve or remove. I need to learn how to control myself. When I do this my abilities they will not be a problem, but until that day I am an island. I have no need for anyone one else and my means far excised my wants. I don't say what I say next lightly. I feel no kinship with human or even other novas. I see my path leading me away from everything. I feel like I do not belong in this world. I feel as if I am not part of the universe. The only time I feel as if I belong here is when I let go of all myself. When I stop thinking when I am free falling in space. Letting nature take control. I have been out in space falling into sun. I just feel gravity calling me. I feel the force of it. I feel whole. I feel as if everything is right. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sandcaster Posted August 10, 2005 Share Posted August 10, 2005 Could somebody translate the above into laymen's terms? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Timeslip Posted August 10, 2005 Share Posted August 10, 2005 Vanguard, contact me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eris Posted August 10, 2005 Share Posted August 10, 2005 Quote:Originally posted by Sandcaster: Could somebody translate the above into laymen's terms? Sure! It is called having a big case of buttery taint!See some people forget and let their power rule them when they need to realize they rule the power. (Heh I am one to talk huh?) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TeleRhyde Posted August 11, 2005 Share Posted August 11, 2005 Quote:Originally posted by Eris: Sure! It is called having a big case of buttery taint!Hey, one nova's case of nut-buttery taint is another nova's salvation. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vox Via Posted August 11, 2005 Author Share Posted August 11, 2005 I will think about talking to you Timeslip. I would be more comfortable if we could have the meeting without Long. I would be talking of subjects he doesn't need to know of. If I am not mistaken you can bring some of your new friends, if you believe me to a risk to you. I wouldn't mind talking to them .Eris, you are truly a darling child. You will do many awe inspiring things in your life. You just aren't right here.Sandcaster, I could explain my problems but I figure that doing so in away you could understand would be breaking my word. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Xeno Posted August 12, 2005 Share Posted August 12, 2005 Vanguard, what is your purpose?...No obligation to (coherently?) respond is deliberately implied. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Long Posted August 12, 2005 Share Posted August 12, 2005 His purpose is to agitate everyone else Xeno, he's pretty good at it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Timeslip Posted August 12, 2005 Share Posted August 12, 2005 Vanguard, you can always start with a PM. Frankly, we each have reason to be a bit uneasy about who might show up to a personal meeting these days, and there's little that cannot be said via the written word. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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