Stephanie 'Holocaust' Hu Zhan Posted May 20, 2004 Share Posted May 20, 2004 hi...um...i'm not too sure how to do this, but... i guess i should just introduce myself.my name is stephanie hu zhan (you can tell), but just call me stephanie. i don't have a cool nova name or anything like that. i don't really want one. i wish i wasn't a nova at all. erupting pretty much ruined my life. i know some of you got "cool" powers and can do all sorts of wonderful things, but not me. i sort of got the shaft when they were passing out the "cool" powers. my powers aren't "cool", i promise. i really just wish i could go back to being a baseline girl.but, i thought that maybe i could find some support here and get to understand my condition better. i figure maybe if there's something good or positive i can do with my powers, they won't be such a waste, and neither will i. right now i'm looking into groups like project utopia and some non-profit philanthropic organizations, but nobody seems to want to deal with the unique problem that is my powers.maybe one of you knows somebody who can just shut powers off? anybody?stephanie hu zhan Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kestrel404 Posted May 20, 2004 Share Posted May 20, 2004 Hello, Stephanie. First, welcome to the forum. It is a very interesting place, and there are many friendly people here.You don't really need a nova name, and you should not feel pressured to choose one. I have one because it is literally a gift from my children, otherwise I wouldn't really bother.I might be able to help you with your powers, or direct you to someone who can. But a bit more detail would be useful. Why should we not get close to you? Is it dangerous? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Great Monster C Posted May 20, 2004 Share Posted May 20, 2004 Stephanine, all I can suggest is to work very closely with the professionals at the Rashoud Clinics. They know a lot more than most about how to deal with nova powers, and the common brusqueness of the medical profession aside, are really good people. They are there to help you and make sure that your transition to a nova life with as little difficulty as possible. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jager Posted May 20, 2004 Share Posted May 20, 2004 Stephanie, please explain. You would be surprised by the number of people here willing to help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stephanie 'Holocaust' Hu Zhan Posted May 20, 2004 Author Share Posted May 20, 2004 i guess it would probably be a good idea to tell you all what it is i can do so you can understand where i'm coming from. so far, nobody has really had a chance to check me out. they can't get close enough. but i'm a pretty good student and good at science, so i think i have a basic idea of what it is i'm doing. the results are obvious enough, but i've researched a little online (remotely), too.basically, i destroy everything and everyone i touch. no matter what it is or how strong a person is, being near me seems to break everything down to vapor. it gets worse when my emotions are heightened, too. if i get upset or happy or...anything, the field of destruction extends even several feet out. when i erupted, all my clothes and the car i was sitting in were broken down to nothing. so was several feet of pavement and concrete underneath me.since then, things have gone downhill. i can't stay in my room because i'll destroy it. i can't put on more clothes because i destroy them. i can't get close to my mom because i'll kill her. i have to spend every moment (and it's a good thing i don't sleep anymore) focusing on levitating high enough off the ground that i don't totally wreck wherever i'm standing.my mother called utopia this morning, but i think they underestimated how really destructive i am. the asked me if i could drive in to a rashoud facility first, but i'd have to walk there (my control over my flight...if i can fly at all...is really poor) and it's several miles for which i'd have to walk without clothes(!!!) the entire way. when my mother told them they'd have to come for me, they sent a t2m auxiliary member (porcelain, a very nice chinese lady) to pick me up. i appreciate that they had the sensitivity to send a woman, but they still didn't seem to understand the full depth of my situation. my mother told them about the problem i have with clothes, so porcelain very nicely brought me a eufiber suit (courtesy of utopia), but it disintegrated before i could "attune it to my quantum signature". porcelain was really nice and tried to give me a hug when she saw that, but i hurt her, too, which really seemed to surprise her. she told me she'd return with someone who could open warp gates, and she returned a few hours ago with firefly (i didn't know she could do that!). but when firefly opened the gate for me (we were headed to the local rashoud facility, where they had a private area set up for me), i sort of tore it apart. i don't know how or why, but both porcelain and firefly were really surprised and told me they'd never seen anybody sunder a warp gate before. this really sucks. it's been a couple of hours since porcelain and firefly left hopelessly, promising to return once they've consulted with some others. i'm sitting here in my parent's garage and there's nothing i can do and nowhere i can go. the only reason i can even compose these messages is because my friend tessa is sitting on the other side of the room with her laptop, typing this all for me as i speak it.this sucks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jager Posted May 20, 2004 Share Posted May 20, 2004 Okay.Radius of effect is (to the best of your knowledge)?Are you disintegrating the air around you? An aresol can can help with this test.What effect on the ground are you having?You sound alot like the nova Fracture. It isn't hopeless. Hang in there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Y.T. Posted May 20, 2004 Share Posted May 20, 2004 I ran into a nova like you once.He is dead now..But I think I know how to help you.I think his name "death granter".It was some Europe name and it doesn't translate well. But I control gravity,and as such I control many things that you are interfering with. I do not know the terms that go with what I did, but basically when he tried to hit me, I forced the things he was trying to destroy back together. I know this takes a lot out of me, but I think I could help you with your clothing problem.Only three conditions for my help.One, you do not become an elitie.Two, no press.Three, you do not ask me why. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
H. 'Machine' Mann Posted May 20, 2004 Share Posted May 20, 2004 I have a piece of advice. Stop. Now. Before someone gets hurt.For those that haven't bothered to study the works of Doctors Rashoud and Mazarin, or taken a course in quantum physics; you do not control gravity. Stephanie does not destroy matter. Ashnod does not control time. We, all of us, simulate those effects by direct manipulation of quantum energy. Hence Stephanie does not interfere with something you control.Lose sight of that simple fact, start playing amateur paraphysician and the likelihood of someone getting seriously hurt increases exponentially. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Preston Posted May 20, 2004 Share Posted May 20, 2004 Amen to that.Ms. Zahn, I know that DeVries has atleast one nova on their payroll that specializes in supressing other novas quantum expressions. I am not a fan of any elite agency, but your needs are paramount. I also suggest you contact Dr. "Troll" Smith, as he is an ex-elite and can help you with any contract you might become invovled with.Stick with the experts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Y.T. Posted May 20, 2004 Share Posted May 20, 2004 Mann, if i told you that I had the ability to open and closed a door.No one else could.Would you say I had the ability to control who went into that door?I use the word control in the meaning that threw my skills and gifts I can change the way gravity effects the world. So, if that is not control. Explain to me what it is and what control is?No one on earth is a full extpert on what novas can do. The white lab coat,and plaque on the wall does not make you any better at knowing novas can do, than the practical training I have. You may know more words, but words are pour tolls to explain the world around us.Some words can't be defined. Yet we use them and know they are real.Preston, what is the experts can't, or will not help?What if this was your daughter and the wise lab coated schoalers had no answer?Would you tell her to not take the chance that I was wrong?Would the chance of her been seen nude offend you so much,that you would not let a stranger have a chance to help?Fear, you see is the greatest weakness.Not that one should not fear,but one should never let fear control what one does. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
H. 'Machine' Mann Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 Yes, let's engage in a debate on the meaning of the word "control" rather than accepting the fact a suggestion was dangerous and based on unwarranted/incorrect assumptions. This is not about you. This is about helping someone else. Helping if only by NOT making their situation worse.Ms Hu Zahn should not be asked to pay the price of someone else's insecurities. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Preston Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 If this was my daughter, I would probably act in a highly emotional manner. Family is family.The sight of nude women does not offend me. I'm a cop, not a monk. At times, I'm not even a good Roman Catholic.Fear is a weakness. So is pride. I am unfortunately familiar with both.YT, I was not aware that you were an expert Intervensionist. If you are, would you mind telling me were you trained, and what cases you have successfully handled?Ms. Zahn, I apologize for the inconvinence of this sidebar. If you need any assistance, have your friend drop me a message. I am a police captain in the Greater Boston Metropolis PD. I head up the Nova Enforcement Unit.I have handled to Inteventions. One with my son, and one we contained until outside experts could be brought in.By the way, how are you feeling? Are you hungry? Tired? Thirsty? And, are you still experiencing headaches? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Y.T. Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 Preston, depends on your meaning of Intervetions.I have have handled chaotic events.I have dealt dangerous novas,and as you can see I am still here. I do not promise her a cure for her problem, rather that I could give her a chance to cover her body.If I am right, she posses not threat to me,and as such I have no reason to harm her.Mann, you say unwarranted/incorrect assumptions? I gathered from what she said that she breaks up the atomic structures things she is near by. I have in the past stopped this from happening.I have a suit of eufiber to spare,and I think I can hold it together long enough for it to atone it's self to her.Mann, you are a pompous prick who needs to take that stick out of your ass. The worst thing that will happen is I will see her nude,and I will lose a suit a eufiber. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jager Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 Let's not lose sight of the fact that this lady needs our help, okay? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stephanie 'Holocaust' Hu Zhan Posted May 21, 2004 Author Share Posted May 21, 2004 first i'd like to thank you all for your concern. up until very recently i would shy away from places like this as matter of course, reasoning that i would never be able to communicate with novas, many of whom are incredibly intelligent or have fantastical experiences under the belts. desperation drove me hear, but it gladdens me to know that this isn't as awkward or painful or weird as i thought it would be.however, jager, i would like to point out that while you're very kind, i'm less a "lady" than a "girl". i'm only 17, and would normally be graduating high school this year.so i hope all of you are understanding of my reticence in this matter. i know that this is a time of critical desperation for me, but i guess my silly baseline modesty still takes issue with the idea of a bunch of novas showing up at my door when i can't throw anything on.to answer some of your questions...1.we can only get a rough measurement (down to a few inches, give or take) of how far my sphere of destruction extends, but at the time of my eruption i totalled at '10 excursion suv and left a crater maybe ten to twelve feet in diameter. at the edges of my sphere, it tends to get weaker. things on the periphery tend to get all messed-up, but they don't tear straight apart.2.if i stand on the ground (still hovering!), the reaction tends to depend on the tensile strength and density of the ground. loose soil is turned up immediately, but concrete takes a second to rupture and crack and then scatter. water is immediately turned to vapor (i checked in my tub). metal begins to corrode instantly. 3.i hadn't thought about the air thing, but that's a good point. i actually didn't even need the aerosol to test that, but it was a good idea. i sort of just stopped breathing and realized after a few minutes of what i thought was holding my breath that i didn't really need to breathe. it's cold here in the garage (the termometer says so, anyway, but i can't feel it) and everyone else's breath freezes; mine doesn't, even when i force breathing. 4.to answer preston's question (in greater detail), no, i don't feel particularly any of those things. it hadn't occurred to me that was at all strange, the not being hungry or thirsty...i just figured the worry was driving me to it, along with the sleeplessness. but now that i reflect on it a bit, and stop to test, i think i can confirm that no, i don't feel hungry or tired or thirsty or even need to breathe, and like i said, i don't feel how cold it is in this garage, even though the thermometer says it's 29f. the headaches are definetely there, but nothing i've never felt before. maybe i got lucky, but when i erupted i mostly felt panic, and since then i've felt little other than...well, fear, of course, and helplessness...but physically, just a nagging ache at the front of my skull that extends to my temples. nothing to write home about.utopia called back to tell me they had to suspend three different ideas they had because they didn't think any of them would work. whoop-dee-doo. i guess it's another night in the garage.preston, i have a request for you. there is a small...legal issue...i guess you could call it...regarding my eruption. you might already know, if you look in the police blotter or have friends in the dcpd. if you happen to have any friends in the dcpd neu, it could really help me a lot in the way of dealing with something that happened recently. if you find out what i mean on your own, please don't announce it here. i'd rather it didn't get out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlackStar Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 Hello, Ms. Zhan. Let me introduce myself. I´m Blackstar and I think it´s posible I can help you.I can try to give you a ride to any place you would like to go. I don´t need to touch you to do that. I can move objects or people at distance.Oh, and by the way, I could think of at least one form to use your powers ecologically and with monetary benefits for you. Destroying toxic wastes, for example.Please, tell me if you decide to accept my offer. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stephanie 'Holocaust' Hu Zhan Posted May 21, 2004 Author Share Posted May 21, 2004 i appreciate the thought, blackstar, honestly i do, but it seems like each solution presents a new set of problems. i am sure that you could transport me using your power, since i've heard about telekinesis before, but again, where would i go? the rashoud facility is a good twenty minute drive away. do you propose you levitate a naked girl through the air for a twenty mile walk to washington city? i can suspend myself in midair, and if it was as simple as that, i'd just get there myself. the problem lay in drawing attention, which is bad for me for more reasons than just simple modesty. i suppose that if i could situation myself in a large enough container and be driven...hey, why didn't those utopia quacks think of that?! i'm calling those idiots right now!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alex Craft Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 "I can try to give you a ride to any place you would like to go. I don't need to touch you to do that. I can move objects or people at distance."Without a personal look, I can't be sure, but I hazard to guess that that wouldn't be any more effective than a gate attempt. The only thing likely to rip apart a gate terminus would be some kind of high-powered quantum static, which would disrupt a teleport just as badly.That, or possibly an equally intense gravity distortion. I've no idea what would happen if you tried to put her through a teleport if that were the case. Maybe it would work, maybe something really nasty would happen.Just as a theory, both of those effect could account for the damage you're doing to your environment, Stephanie. If the quantum disruption were strong enough, you could be breaking things down on a subatomic level, and some kind of gravity lensing around your body could do similar (might account for your ability to levitate as well).Given that teaching you to dorm would probably take too much time, I think Preston's thought of getting a nova who can shut you down might be for the best. Short term solution, though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
H. 'Machine' Mann Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 Quote:Originally posted by Y.T.:Mann, you say unwarranted/incorrect assumptions?This...Is...Not...About...You.My sources indicate Stephanie has somewhat more capable assistance already enroute. Thank you for the map of your insecurities but I'd already deduced all of these. The thought was nice. Dysfunctional but nice. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kestrel404 Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 I must agree with Alex on this. A nova with the ability to turn off other nova's powers (or the ability to temporarily remove aberrations, since I've heard that is theoretically possible) would be necessary at this point. It sounds like your abilities are a very extreme form of entropy, from the way you describe your effects on your environment. As such, I have no ability beyond a keen mind that can help you. As for moving to the Rashoud Facility, if you do not wish to attract attention, try levitating higher. Since you have been levitating for an entire day at this point, it is fairly safe to assume you can do it for long periods of time without fear. If you can move, say, three or four hundred feet straight up, you will be nearly invisible from the ground, and can get to the facility without fear of being seen.Otherwise, wait of a power suppressing nova. I wish you luck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Y.T. Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 My own two eyes point out that you tried to antagonize me, then whined when I wouldn't give ground.I offered help to someone and I get actacked by a small and peaty man. I could go further, but I don't think any words would get by your ego.And listen to your own words Mann, this isn't about you.Sephanie Hu Zhan, if nothing else works, I wouldn't mind trying to help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hugin Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 Quote:Originally posted by Glenn 'Alchemist' Roberts: ...since I've heard that is theoretically possible...You are correct. You would also be correct in thinking that there are such Novas in existence. Most do not advertise their abilities. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlackStar Posted May 21, 2004 Share Posted May 21, 2004 Ms. Zhan, I can put over you a "bubble force" out of the field of destruction. And over it a blanket or similar to protect your modesty.I think that you are saying us that your home is surrounded by reporters. But if other of the novas here could arrange a little distraction maneuver, it could be done.I would be waiting your answer. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Juri 'Salamander' McClendon Posted May 22, 2004 Share Posted May 22, 2004 Or alternatively, I can walk down another section of town completely naked for you. Trust me, when people see a naked teenage Amerasian on fire it will be an effective diversion. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wakinyan Posted May 22, 2004 Share Posted May 22, 2004 What we will do to help each other out around here.I am suprised Mr. Meehan or any of you smarter than I haven't asked this. If you destroy everything you touch... How did you post this? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kestrel404 Posted May 22, 2004 Share Posted May 22, 2004 I assumed she was dictating to her mother. Or she might be a cyberkinetic. If that is the case, there might be some interesting possibilities for moving her which haven't been discussed yet. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Juri 'Salamander' McClendon Posted May 22, 2004 Share Posted May 22, 2004 Quote:Originally posted by Sephanie Hu Zhan: the only reason i can even compose these messages is because my friend tessa is sitting on the other side of the room with her laptop, typing this all for me as i speak it. You people need to really learn how to read. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wakinyan Posted May 22, 2004 Share Posted May 22, 2004 Or read all the posts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
H. 'Machine' Mann Posted May 22, 2004 Share Posted May 22, 2004 Quote:Originally posted by Y.T.:My own two eyes point out that you tried to antagonize me...You may wish to update your prescription in eye wear.Ms Hu Zahn is alive and well, no one else has suggested using leeches to bleed her of evil spirits and Ms. McClendon is offering godiva services. All in all, optimal conditions while professionals marshal their resources to assist Ms Hu Zahn. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Y.T. Posted May 23, 2004 Share Posted May 23, 2004 Your right Mann, you make such good points.If your not in a lab coat,you know nothing.If you didn't study it in a class room,then you know nothing of it.Let me Susgest a few things,if you are going to discredit someone, do so,and not run a to "flame war".You Chose to pick a fight,and would not back your own words.I offered to help. Yet, somehow I am a villain?I stated that I controlled gravity, you said I don't.I explained my reasoning and you changed the topics.You sling mud, because you can't defend your points.You went in with a few hot sound byte topics and then ran away.Mann, I do hope your more tactful around some novas. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
H. 'Machine' Mann Posted May 23, 2004 Share Posted May 23, 2004 WYSIWYG. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kestrel404 Posted May 24, 2004 Share Posted May 24, 2004 I'm curious as to whether Miss Zahn has received any help yet. Has a power-blocking nova arrived to help her, and did it work? Given what she did to the warp gate, I'm not entirely sure it would work. Does anyone have an update? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vincent Carver Posted May 24, 2004 Share Posted May 24, 2004 Miss Hu Zahn, My name is Vincent Carver and I am somewhat of an expert in Nova related Quantum manifestations. I have aquired the services of both a Quantum suppressing Nova by the name of "Shunt" and a Spatial Displacing Nova by the name of "Twist". Both are female so there is no worry on that end. We are prepared to help you relocate to the Washington Rashoud facility any time you wish. I have contacted the facility and they have prepared for your arrival. Is this acceptable to you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Great Monster C Posted June 4, 2004 Share Posted June 4, 2004 Sephanie, has anyone been out to help you? I'm sorry I couldn't offer anything worthwhile. I don't have access to a lot of the equipment and help others here do. Good luck and it is my heartfelt hope that someone is able to help you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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